I find myself in a bit of a quandary. Let me know what you think. I was going out a bit more a couple of months ago, when restrictions were lifted, while of course still being careful. To be clear “going out more” meant that aside from essential shopping and occasional river walks, I would go also out for tapas a couple of times a week. But since the recent curfew and all that I’ve stopped my walks and maybe meet a friend for tapas once a week. The rest of the time I’m at home.
And the thing is, I’m okay with that on a personal level. The new restrictions with shops/bars/restaurants closing at 6 pm, no going outside our municipalities, and the curfew from 10 pm to 7 am, don’t actually affect my “new normal” life since I haven’t been out in the evening for months and haven’t travelled outside Sevilla since March. But I am wondering… am I TOO okay with this? As a person who suffers from agoraphobia, is all this giving me too much “permission” to just succumb rather than push myself to get out there?
My beautiful bright-eyed girl. ❤
Just look at this guy. After pestering me non-stop for BREAKFAST (starting anywhere from 6am, and even earlier if I happen to get up to pee before that) he’s had his fill and then DEMANDS that I snuggle with him. I mean, he seriously demands it. Most nights he spends on top of the pillow next to mine, but after brekky he wants to stretch out alongside me and have his belly and shoulders rubbed. Head on the pillow, tucked under the duvet, just like a little man. I actually love that all my cats feel this safe and secure, makes me feel like I’m at least doing something right. Hope I can keep it up!
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