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plus ça change

24 Monday Oct 2022

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novel-coronavirus

I guess it was inevitable that after “getting over” my first Covid infection I’d be expected to stop being so… so… careful? As in, I was asked on Twitter why I would still be doing weekly antigen tests (what’s the point unless you do them every day??) and it has been assumed that I am now “safe from Covid” until I can get my second booster vaccine, now pushed forward 4-5 months (flatmate Peter got his today). So no more need to “live in fear” as I have been accused of doing in the past.

Truth is that the main thing that has changed for me is that I got fucking Covid after being as careful as possible without totally shutting down my life. But everything else remains the same, except maybe a bit worse, and possibly a lot worse. Time will tell.

You see, what happens when you get Covid is that there is an initial acute phase, mostly respiratory, which these days has been largely mitigated by vaccines, so that hospitalisations and deaths are lower than in pre-vaccine times. Lowered. Not eliminated. People continue to die from Covid every day and many who don’t die continue to suffer from Long Covid. But we don’t hear about that any more because governments the world over stopped testing and publishing information related to Covid hoping that this would make us feel like Covid has disappeared. That, along with the big lie that Covid is now “just like a bad cold or the flu” and continued use of phrases such as “mild Covid” have done irreparable damage.

Covid is not “like the flu”, and there is no such thing as “mild Covid”. Since early 2020 much has been published about this novel coronavirus affecting both the respiratory and cardiovascular systems, as is actually quite common with many viruses. Blood clots, strokes, heart attacks were being reported after people had “gotten over” Covid, but we didn’t hear a lot about that. Instead it was spun by anti-vaxxers that it was actually the vaccines causing blood clots, etc. Covid became political very early on in the pandemic.

A pandemic that is still not over.

How this affects me personally in that I am now feeling a bit nervous about the next few weeks coming up since I’ve “recovered”. Because getting over the acute phase is just the first stage and as I’ve suffered from POTS since I was 25 and have some other health issues, like compromised immune stuff from previous chemo, yeah I’m concerned. No, it won’t stop me living my life, but I will continue to live it as I’ve been doing since March 2020. Taking sensible precautions.

For me nothing has changed because – guess what?? – nothing HAS changed. Also guess what? It hasn’t changed for you either, no matter how much you wish it to be so. Covid is not over.

today’s grey

20 Thursday Oct 2022

Posted by azahar in casa azahar, coronavirus, covid, sevilla, weather

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grey oct 20 22

Yes, we are finally getting some rain – woo hoo! Seriously we need it so bad. But it’s still not nearly enough. This week has been mostly overcast with splashes of rain here and there. Anyhow, I get this lovely albeit somewhat melancholy view from my balcony. It’s now been over a week since I tested positive for Covid. A week marked by some initial AWFUL days, then later mostly grey days of being stuck inside. Just like this one. Hope I can go out again soon. But I also hope it keeps raining.

covid day 6

17 Monday Oct 2022

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covid day 6

Well, that is using last Wednesday (first positive test) as Day 1. As you can see the ol’ T Line is finally getting a bit fainter. I’m far from “out of the woods” but according the the government, after five days of isolation I’m good to go, you know, to work, out shopping, hanging out with friends, travelling… all without a mask. Even though I am obviously still infectious af.

Aside from being angry and frustrated at THAT I also want to give a special shout out to all you deniers and anti-vaxxers/maskers whose utter selfishness is making people sick (or killing them). The government couldn’t have done this without you.

Also you can imagine how I’m feeling about every person who scoffed that l was being “over cautious” and should “get on with my life” over the past two and a half years. Plus a big fuck off to the response that this was “inevitable”. Because in fact it was totally preventable. All it would have taken was that people take sensible preventative measures DURING A GODDAM GLOBAL PANDEMIC. Apparently this was too much to ask for because people are fucking selfish assholes (except for those few who aren’t). Because guess what? I am proof positive that this fucking pandemic IS NOT OVER.
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doctor’s note

13 Thursday Oct 2022

Posted by azahar in coronavirus, covid, health & happiness, home, sevilla

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doctors note

Since Covid almost all of my medical appointments have been done online or by phone, with the exception of physical tests of course. It’s easier in some ways, frustrating in others. For example today was not just frustrating but maddening. By chance I had a pre-arranged appointment with my GP this morning and so, rather than cancel it, Peter went and took along a doctor’s note. The note stated that I had just tested positive for Covid (it also included a photo of the test) and that I wanted to get a prescription for Paxlovid. I also asked about the upcoming jabs and when I should book them. So when he called me and said “what is it you want?” I already knew this guy was an asshole.

I asked if he’d read the note, then asked him to read it, and then asked about the prescription. He said I didn’t need Paxlovid, muttering something about not doing prescriptions for that, and said he’d write one for Paracetamol mixed with something else. Clearly he had not read my history and knew absolutely nothing about me. Then he said that I should just rest at home and not worry because it was JUST LIKE A BAD COLD. I mean, seriously WTF? An actual doctor is going around telling patients Covid is just like a cold??? We are doomed.

Meanwhile resting doesn’t really seem to be an option as I can barely stay out of bed. Yesterday I went to lie down at 3 pm and didn’t get up again until 11 this morning. Now I’m annoyed with myself that I didn’t press the stupid doctor harder and make him look up my history, etc, but I felt so deflated by his tone and assholyness, and I was still so tired, that I just gave up. Anyhow, back to bed.

the pandemic is NOT over

19 Monday Sep 2022

Posted by azahar in coronavirus, covid, spain

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pandemic isnt over

Good god I could not believe it when I heard Joe Biden said on national television yesterday that the pandemic is over. Meanwhile the US is still experiencing 300 Covid deaths per day along with countless new infections (countless because they are mostly not counting them any more). This has to be one of the most irresponsible things I have heard a politician say since the pandemic started, and there have been plenty to choose from. In the end, it turns out that all politicians are self-serving whores.

Here in Spain things aren’t much better other than we are still required to wear masks on public transport. This is a huge deal for me because if they revoke this policy then I won’t be able to travel anywhere. As it is, the few trips I’ve taken since March 2020 have been in the past few months and were all work-related, travelling by train and taking every precaution possible. I’m honestly not sure I’ll ever travel by air again.

So far I have managed to avoid getting Covid, which I put down to a combination of luck and being careful. Sure, I take some risks since I have to work and also have to live a little. But I also cut back on risks as much as possible, like not travelling unless I have to and also when I decided not to do my tapas tours over the summer. That was a big financial loss for me, but better to lose some income than my life. I will breathe a little easier when the second booster becomes available here (end of Sept?) and after I also get my annual flu jab.

In the meantime I look at people behaving like they are the only ones who matter and I honestly don’t know how to feel any more. To say I despair is barely the tip of the emotional iceberg. Covidiots have been replaced by Covid Deniers, or in some cases the idiots have morphed into CDs. Whatever fits their agenda, whatever gives them the peace of mind to think ignoring science and actual pandemic experts is fine because this or that politician said it was okay for them to do exactly what they want to do (and basically to hell with everyone else).

The reality we are in now is that Covid testing has virtually stopped. In Spain they are only testing over 60s with symptoms who report them – many, including my flatmate, went through Covid at home. In fact it’s almost impossible now to get a PCR even with symptoms. But do people care? Do they fuck. As long as they can pretend Covid is no longer a global threat they are happy.

Because they ARE pretending. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing people they were exempt from any moral responsibility as long as they did “whatever that guy over there was doing, because we were told we could”.

[disclaimer: people think I rant about Covid because I am immunocompromised. I may be, but who knows? My doctors haven’t put me on a list so that I get vaccines quicker, etc in spite of previous cancer and chemo, so possibly not. BUT I have a few health issues that might make contracting Covid more problematic for me than, say, for a younger fitter specimen (though many of those have been dropping like flies or are suffering with Long Covid). The bottom line is this pandemic has been overseen by Big Money and fueled by people’s innate selfishness. They counted on people to behave exactly how they have done, and could not have achieved any of this without you. Well done humans (once again).]

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