
Sometimes I think about the things that have happened over the past two years,which never would have happened if I hadn’t got cancer. And amongst all the nightmarish crap there is actually quite a lot of good stuff too. One of the best things has been meeting and getting to know my friends Gaelen and Jed, both of whom I met on the Colon Club forum. There are a lot of very good people on that forum, but somehow I’ve always felt especially connected to these two guys in a way that’s difficult to explain. I’ve also had many parallel experiences with both, and most recently with Jed…
You probably remember the seriously bad scanxiety I had before my last PET scan a couple of weeks ago, feeling almost certain that the other shoe was about to drop and I was going to end up back on chemo this summer. Or worse – that they would find more tumours and chemo would no longer be an option. Well, at that same time Jed was very seriously looking at that latter situation after having had a scary PET scan result a few months earlier. His follow-up PET was scheduled for a few days after mine but he then had to wait another ten days to get his results. Which was yesterday.
Jed’s been in Taiwan with his family this past year, teaching and writing, which means we are in way different time zones. And so when I woke up yesterday morning I knew that he would have already seen his doctor. First thing I did was grab the iPhone and check my emails, and there it was. A quick report from Jed saying those magic words – nothing visible on the scan – and I almost cried from relief and happiness, also knowing how relieved and happy he must be feeling. As he said, “we have both had our doctors convinced we were beyond hope before climbing back from the brink”, and I think it was over on the forum that he first made the remark about us activating our wonder twin powers, which made me laugh. But hey – it worked!
So, well done my wonder twin.
Together we are invincible!










Well done, wonder twins, to both of you. We are all three in our own parts of the world, but touching and touched. Good thoughts, amiga (and to you, too, Jed!)
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We are all three of us definitely – and seriously – touched… 😉
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magic powers be on you all! I am sure you would rather not have the arduous duty of putting all our lives into perspective, but you do, and it is appreciated, even though I (we) would rather it were not so in this way. Meandering words – sorry, been along day behind a hot stove and beer gone straight to head!
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Emily Dickinson says:
A Haggard Comfort springs
From the belief that Somewhere —
Within the Clutch of Thought —
There dwells one other Creature
Of Heavenly Love — forgot —
Make that two other creatures: Pat & Shawn 🙂
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Just when I think I couldn’t possibly love you more…
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As I read in a book I just put down a few minutes ago, “A diagnosis is an opinion, not a prediction.”
Here’s to people taking care of each other.
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My recent chat with Ricardo was very much about the idea of a diagnosis being an opinion. He’s not keen on statistics, which is curious because his department does so much research on cancer patient PET related stuff. What he told me was that there are just too many individual variables when it comes to cancer treatment responses to make any clear sort of prognosis. He also says that from what he has seen and studied, I am looking like a good candidate for “long-term survival”. Note he doesn’t say that I will be “cured”, but he definitely thinks that time is on my side. This is good.
And so is people taking care of each other. I think we do that too.
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🙂
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Great, innit?
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It was a very nice posting to find in the morning, a little piece of sunshine.
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Yay! for Twin Powers!
And for finding friends 🙂 They are precious.
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