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Category Archives: cancer

discovering the cosmos

09 Saturday Aug 2008

Posted by azahar in cancer, food & drink, health & happiness, life stuff

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I’m coming to the end of my chemo-free week off the meds. My plan had been to do something special every day and make the most of it. And now here it is Saturday and it’s hard to remember anything I’ve done that was special in itself. But today while I was walking around with Peter drinking an icy cold granizado de limón I realised that just being able to do that was the special thing, just like how last night we went out for a scoop of Häagan Dazs ice cream (at the new HD shop that has recently opened just five minutes from my house). When I think about how next week it’ll be back to drinking 40º room temperature water I am sooooo enjoying every icy cold minute I can.

And so tonight I’m making frozen cosmopolitans . . . 🙂

false alarm?

01 Friday Aug 2008

Posted by azahar in cancer, hospitals

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Tis a puzzlement …

On Tuesday evening I started getting very sharp crampy pains just below my right ribs, which I put down to possible indigestion from inadvertently pigging out at Enrique Becerra at lunchtime. But the pain was still there and getting worse yesterday morning (though I didn’t let it stop me going out to the Alcázar – I just walked real slow) but then afterwards I started to worry that it might be my cancerous liver acting up. So I called Dr A., who said that if the pain was still there in the evening or had got worse then I should go to emergency and have it checked out.

Well, by 9.30 pm I was in agony and could barely walk so Nog & I taxied over to the hospital. . .

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it’s truce’s fault!

28 Monday Jul 2008

Posted by azahar in cancer, gadgets, internet

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Or at least it all started at truce’s …

Most of you know what a gadget junkie I am. If not, just check out here and here and here and here and here (to mention but a few of my recent gadgety obsessions).

Anyhow, the other day I read about truce getting a new iPhone and kinda thought “oh, that would be nice” … then a few days later I saw an ad for one on TV showing a few of the very coolísimo things it can do and I’ve been filled with covetous desire ever since.

Of course, given my present situation (living on donations and having a rather uncertain future) this dream is not about to become a reality anytime soon, if ever. But I can still dream and yesterday Nog said that I may become the first person to overcome cancer because she wanted to justify buying herself an iPhone. 😉

progress report (2)

27 Sunday Jul 2008

Posted by azahar in cancer, friends, health & happiness, hospitals, progress

≈ 17 Comments

Wow, this is way worse than the first time.

I’ve just been feeling so sick and weak. Have been mostly lying on the sofa bed since I woke up Thursday morning, pathetically moaning and groaning and feeling sorry for myself. I seem to remember getting up more last time, being able to do more, not feeling quite so awful. Anyhow, this will explain why I’ve dropped off the radar these past few days.

Even with the ondansetran for the first three days (and now primperan) the nausea has been almost unbearable. That really is the worst part for me. I hate to think about having to go through this six more times, including having major surgery done in the middle of it all.

On a more positive note, Nog got home late last night – a day earlier than expected. It’s good having company at home again. And today he’s going to check under the bed to confirm that last week’s incident was a random one-off and that there’s nothing nesting there. Cat allegiance showed itself again last night when Nog went to sleep on the Alpha Cat’s big comfy bed and the boys loyally stayed with me in the living room. 🙂

Well, as I’ve now managed to stay upright for almost an hour this morning, I think I’ll take a stab at answering a few emails. They were very nice to receive, as were the phone calls. Thanks guys!

living and learning…

23 Wednesday Jul 2008

Posted by azahar in cancer, friends, health & happiness, hospitals, life stuff

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I think I’m getting better at this; started off with ‘doing my best’.

Yesterday was my second chemo session (it was supposed to be on Monday but it was rescheduled for Tuesday) and it went much better than the first one. Well, it helped that I knew more about what to expect so I could do some chemo planning beforehand, though I didn’t get everything right . . .

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