
cautiously optimistic..
12 Wednesday Aug 2026
11 Tuesday Aug 2026
Posted in health, health & happiness, knee saga, knees, sevilla

Yesterday was my 7th Mounjaro injection and the “official Monday morning weigh-in” showed that I have lost 5.5 kgs in six weeks. So that’s good. I mean, I was hoping to lose about 3-4 kilos a month so I am more or less “on schedule”, with a couple more weeks to go until the end of August. I know that with most weight-loss it’s normal to lose more quickly at the beginning and then to start to plateau a bit. I mostly want to get down to the required weight for my knee surgery, which is another 6 kilos. Of course, more would be better, but when I hit that target they will at least put me on the surgery waiting list.
I haven’t been dieting or calorie counting (god forbid) but I have been tweaking my daily eating routine a bit. And I’ve basically halved my wine intake, which makes a difference too. BUT… and this is very important, at least for me… there are no “forbidden foods”, I eat whatever I feel like, make sure I’m getting plenty of veg, still enjoy a glass or two or wine and then just eat either very little or nothing in the evenings. And I’ve been doing my cardio chair workouts every day. To be honest, I’m not sure how much of the weight loss is due to the effects of the drug or just me making more effort motivated by having to fork out 210€ every four weeks.
As a result… well, when you are as overweight as I am a six-kilo loss isn’t obvious to the casual observer but I can see some differences here and there. And between being a bit lighter and having built up a bit more muscle strength (those chair workouts are no joke!) today I was actually able to go out for a walk using just one crutch. Not a hobble, a WALK. It felt so fucking liberating. And yes, the knee still hurt quite a bit and I was exhausted when I got home, but it was doable. Which actually hasn’t been possible since August 2024. Plus the shoulder jab has helped relieve some of that pain. So, feeling cautiously optimistic about maybe getting my life back (please please please).
21 Tuesday Jul 2026
Posted in health, health & happiness, knee saga, knees, sevilla

Today I went to see my GP about getting my Mounjaro prescription refilled and possibly “upgraded”. In case you don’t know, they start you off at the lowest dosage (2.5 mg) which is supposed to get your body used to the medication without too many side effects. Then the usual thing is to up the dosage to 5 mg and see how you get on with that. If you are losing weight at a reasonable rate then you stay where you are, but if you need more (of whatever it is this thing does) then your dose can be steadily increased up to what sounds to me like a whopping 15 mg dose. Each pen holds four doses and the higher the dosage, the higher the price.
| 2.5 mg | 208€ |
| 5 mg | 272€ |
| 7.5 mg | 359€ |
| 10 mg | 359€ |
| 12.5 mg | 446€ |
| 15 mg | 446€ |
At 208€ per 4-dose pen, the 2.5 mg dose is already too expensive for me, especially as this is meant to be a long-term treatment. So I was going to ask my GP if she thought I could stay with the initial dosage and see how I go, but it turned out my GP wasn’t there (on holiday?) and I ended up seeing someone new. Oh well. You may recall that when my old GP (and friend) Agustín retired just after Covid lockdown his replacement was (I’m sorry but she was) a really horrible woman who seemed miserable at her job. She didn’t listen to me at all, sent me for treatment I never asked for or wanted, like fucking bariatric surgery, without informing me. I was thinking about changing clinics when one day I went to an appointment and Heartless GP was gone and there was a new doctor there. Another woman, but this time a nice one. Well, I mean she was a bit cold and clinical but she did get things done, things I asked for. So I have been more or less happy with Nice GP though I can’t actually talk to her (I’ve tried). Anyhow, then today…
Another woman. I still don’t know if she is now my new GP or if Nice GP is on holiday, but the first thing she did was apologise for taking another patient ahead of me saying she had seen me in the waiting room but it looked like I was waiting for someone else (well I was, so I wasn’t sitting outside her door) but no harm done. Then I sat down and told her that I was there for a new prescription but wasn’t sure if I should continue with the original 2.5 mg dose because it seemed everyone switched to 5 mg after the first month. But I’d already lost 2.5 kilos in three weeks and I thought that was a good rate of weight loss (slow but sure), and she agreed. I told her that price was a factor and, indeed, forking out 208€ a month was probably better motivation and more effective than whatever the medication was doing. And she laughed. SHE LAUGHED. Omg. Then she showed me the price chart above and said… you know “hay una trampa” (there’s a trick) and I was all ears.
Then she leaned in and said that when they were first showing them this new medication and how it worked they also showed them this “trampa” which was this. Say, like me, you are paying 208€ for four 25 mg doses a month. That is what that pen is going to always cost. BUT… if you bought the 5 mg one at 272€ and only took a half dose each time then it would last twice as long and cost 136€ per month. And I was like… whaaat? Even better if you go for the 10 mg one, which would last for four months at 90€ a month. I was a bit overwhelmed. First of all, that Mounjaro pen took a while to master (I have it down now, can administer it without needing the video 😅) but cutting the dose? Tricky. New Fab GP said she didn’t know how all the different pens actually worked, saying they could explain it to me at the farmacia, but I was unsure. So we agreed that I would continue on the 2.5 mg dose for another month while I did more research on this. So far everything on google is saying I SHOULD NOT do this, but they would say that, wouldn’t they?
Meanwhile, we talked about how my weight gain happened after all that chemo (2008-2009), followed directly by menopause and, well, just getting older, and she’s the first doctor has agreed that chemo can seriously affect metabolism. She said another benefit of Mounjaro is that it helps not only with blood sugar levels and lowering appetite, but it also metabolically “rebalances” your body. Hmmm. I dunno about that but I do know I’ll stick with it for now because I really really want a new knee.
05 Tuesday May 2026
Posted in blue, health & happiness, sevilla, spain

Every time I go out in the evening (next to never these days) I always tell myself I should do it more often. Except by this time of day I am usually so worn out the idea of putting myself through more pain by going out for a hobble, well it’s too much. But then it end up being worth it because I get to see stuff like this. I just wish it didn’t hurt so much. 💙
04 Monday May 2026
Posted in health, health & happiness, home, hope, sevilla

Can I tell you? April was a MONTH. I mean, it was a good month in many ways, especially the trip to Aracena, but that also took a lot out of me and left me frustrated that I wasn’t able to do more there because I COULDN’T WALK. So that’s a painfully ongoing situation and I’m a bit stuck in “lose weight limbo” after my last traumatology visit when they finally confirmed I needed a full knee replacement BUT that they wouldn’t put me on a surgery waiting list until I lose 10 kilos. Meanwhile, I can’t find my report from that last appointment (they are usually online) so on Wednesday I will be seeing my GP to make sure she knows what’s up, as she will be the one to confirm the weight loss (when it happens) and then inform traumatology. I just want to make sure this is all written down somewhere. Every day the pain gets worse and to say it’s taking me from my life is a serious understatement.