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12 Wednesday Oct 2022
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19 Monday Sep 2022
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Good god I could not believe it when I heard Joe Biden said on national television yesterday that the pandemic is over. Meanwhile the US is still experiencing 300 Covid deaths per day along with countless new infections (countless because they are mostly not counting them any more). This has to be one of the most irresponsible things I have heard a politician say since the pandemic started, and there have been plenty to choose from. In the end, it turns out that all politicians are self-serving whores.
Here in Spain things aren’t much better other than we are still required to wear masks on public transport. This is a huge deal for me because if they revoke this policy then I won’t be able to travel anywhere. As it is, the few trips I’ve taken since March 2020 have been in the past few months and were all work-related, travelling by train and taking every precaution possible. I’m honestly not sure I’ll ever travel by air again.
So far I have managed to avoid getting Covid, which I put down to a combination of luck and being careful. Sure, I take some risks since I have to work and also have to live a little. But I also cut back on risks as much as possible, like not travelling unless I have to and also when I decided not to do my tapas tours over the summer. That was a big financial loss for me, but better to lose some income than my life. I will breathe a little easier when the second booster becomes available here (end of Sept?) and after I also get my annual flu jab.
In the meantime I look at people behaving like they are the only ones who matter and I honestly don’t know how to feel any more. To say I despair is barely the tip of the emotional iceberg. Covidiots have been replaced by Covid Deniers, or in some cases the idiots have morphed into CDs. Whatever fits their agenda, whatever gives them the peace of mind to think ignoring science and actual pandemic experts is fine because this or that politician said it was okay for them to do exactly what they want to do (and basically to hell with everyone else).
The reality we are in now is that Covid testing has virtually stopped. In Spain they are only testing over 60s with symptoms who report them – many, including my flatmate, went through Covid at home. In fact it’s almost impossible now to get a PCR even with symptoms. But do people care? Do they fuck. As long as they can pretend Covid is no longer a global threat they are happy.
Because they ARE pretending. The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing people they were exempt from any moral responsibility as long as they did “whatever that guy over there was doing, because we were told we could”.
[disclaimer: people think I rant about Covid because I am immunocompromised. I may be, but who knows? My doctors haven’t put me on a list so that I get vaccines quicker, etc in spite of previous cancer and chemo, so possibly not. BUT I have a few health issues that might make contracting Covid more problematic for me than, say, for a younger fitter specimen (though many of those have been dropping like flies or are suffering with Long Covid). The bottom line is this pandemic has been overseen by Big Money and fueled by people’s innate selfishness. They counted on people to behave exactly how they have done, and could not have achieved any of this without you. Well done humans (once again).]
02 Friday Sep 2022
Posted in covid, health & happiness, sevilla, tapas tours, work

For the past week or so I’ve been looking forward to this day with both delight and dread because, although I love doing my food and wine tours, I’m also very aware that Covid is still a clear and present danger. Not that you’d know it from the way people are behaving and the fact that our government is only testing (some) over 60s with and have all but given up on any preventative measures. So now I will be meeting up with travellers who have been going all over the place maskless and for the most part not testing themselves. This is worrying. But I also have to pay my rent. I have been looking at other ways to make a living but, so far, nothing has panned out. Anyhow, wish me luck.
22 Monday Aug 2022
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Well okay, I know it’s not over quite yet as there are still three August days to come next week… BUT I am booked to start working again Friday next (Sept 2) so this is my final “week off”. And all I can say about that is eeeep! As most of you probably know I shut down my tours early July in an attempt to minimize risk and remain Covid-free. And so far that seems to be working. God knows I couldn’t afford to do this, but there is also no way I want to contract either Covid or MonkeyPox (another huge worry) and so I’ve been keeping my distance. Continue reading
03 Wednesday Aug 2022
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Got my electricity bill for July and OMFG. It is DOUBLE from July last year. As in TWICE AS MUCH. And last July was already way more than in 2020. I mean, I knew it was going to be hefty because prices are skyrocketing and I had made the decision that, since I am staycationing this summer, I would spend that travel money (as if I actually have any travel money) on being comfortable at home. It was more the idea that I would somehow not be spending so much if I stayed home. But you know, I did the same thing last summer, and the summer before. Not travelling, mostly at home, staying cool but also paying attention to the lower rate hours, etc. So that hasn’t actually changed.
When I talk about “staying cool” that means I hold out until the 2 pm change in rates before I turn on the AC, even though it’s often been more than 30º in my living room for most of the morning. But after that, fuck it. The rates change again around 7 pm but there is no fucking way I’m going to turn off my AC until bedtime. So I don’t, but I also never sleep with the AC on. And I always use fans in the bedrooms, the living room, which means I can set the AC to 24-25 (when it’s 42º outside this means inside it gets down to maybe 26.5º inside) and that is fine, because having the fans makes 26-27º inside feel comfortable enough. And of course I’m wearing next to nothing, just light cotton “day pyjamas”.
The government has come up with a new “Energy Saving” plan that will restrict businesses from having their premises warmer than 19º in winter or cooler than 27º in summer, and that when they are running the heat or AC they must keep all doors and windows closed. This applies to shops, restaurants, offices, etc… but hotels?? Can you imagine that hotels are going to start restricting their guests from being comfortable? Can you imagine the government would even ask them to? Of course they won’t.
Meanwhile, decreeing that all doors and windows must be shut tight WHILE WE ARE STILL IN A PANDEMIC (numbers in August are going up) and while next to nobody has proper ventilation, is beyond irresponsible. That is totally going to fuck up not only my personal life (can’t go out for tapas any more unless I sit outside) but also my job. I can’t even think about it. I have taken July and August off even though I can’t afford it to try and avoid getting sick, but now it looks like when I return in September things will be even worse. Fuck. How’s your summer going?