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end of an era

09 Monday Aug 2010

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change, home

Today I said goodbye to the apartment next door, where I lived for eight years, and kept on after I moved to my present home. For another eight years I rented out rooms next door and, for my efforts, got a small income that helped pay a portion of my rent here. I’ll miss that income, and I’ll also miss that apartment. I always had dreams of one day using it as my “office” when one of my biz ideas took off … ah well. I’m surpised at how sad it felt, handing over the keys and having one last look around. So many memories…

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brave new me

06 Friday Aug 2010

Posted by azahar in cancer, change, chemo, friends, hospitals

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hospitals

It started with solo trips to the hospital for my monthly chemo port cleaning – I realised that if I went in the evening it was less busy and I could be in & out in about ten minutes. The first time I taxied there and back and the whole thing took less than an hour, which I thought was pretty good. It also felt good not to have to ask someone to come with me – thought it best to save that favour for scarier appointments like seeing the oncologist and going for PET scans. And so I started planning the port cleaning trips for evenings that Nog had a class nearby – we’d meet up after we’d both finished, go for a tapa and then walk home together (same price as taxi fare, but much more pleasant!). From there I started getting braver and braver…
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wonder twins

13 Tuesday Jul 2010

Posted by azahar in cancer, change, chemo, death & dying, friends, hope, hospitals

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cancer, friends


Sometimes I think about the things that have happened over the past two years,which never would have happened if I hadn’t got cancer. And amongst all the nightmarish crap there is actually quite a lot of good stuff too. One of the best things has been meeting and getting to know my friends Gaelen and Jed, both of whom I met on the Colon Club forum. There are a lot of very good people on that forum, but somehow I’ve always felt especially connected to these two guys in a way that’s difficult to explain. I’ve also had many parallel experiences with both, and most recently with Jed…

You probably remember the seriously bad scanxiety I had before my last PET scan a couple of weeks ago, feeling almost certain that the other shoe was about to drop and I was going to end up back on chemo this summer. Or worse – that they would find more tumours and chemo would no longer be an option. Well, at that same time Jed was very seriously looking at that latter situation after having had a scary PET scan result a few months earlier. His follow-up PET was scheduled for a few days after mine but he then had to wait another ten days to get his results. Which was yesterday.

Jed’s been in Taiwan with his family this past year, teaching and writing, which means we are in way different time zones. And so when I woke up yesterday morning I knew that he would have already seen his doctor. First thing I did was grab the iPhone and check my emails, and there it was. A quick report from Jed saying those magic words – nothing visible on the scan – and I almost cried from relief and happiness, also knowing how relieved and happy he must be feeling. As he said, “we have both had our doctors convinced we were beyond hope before climbing back from the brink”, and I think it was over on the forum that he first made the remark about us activating our wonder twin powers, which made me laugh. But hey – it worked!

So, well done my wonder twin.
Together we are invincible!

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radar

11 Sunday Jul 2010

Posted by azahar in animals & pets, cats, change, home

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blind cats, cats


Just waiting to find out if there is going to be a new resident at casa az today. I mentioned here a few weeks ago that someone was looking for a home for a blind kitteh and at first I thought – no way. But after speaking with the woman who has been taking care of him we decided to at least give it a try. Pilar lives in one of the villages close to Seville. She has three cats of her own that live in her house, and aside from that there are about twenty cats that hang around her garden that she feeds and cares for, including getting them sterilised (she has a deal with her local vet). When she got home from her summer holidays last year she discovered a wee blind kitten in her garden and has been giving him special care, but she says her husband will divorce her if she tries bringing another cat into the house. The thing she is most worried about is going away for holidays in August, because apparently the blind kitteh gets pushed aside by the other cats at feeding time and she is worried he might starve to death when she isn’t there to feed him separately. So after talking things over I told her that if there is no obvious upset with having the kitteh here then I will take him for the summer and, depending on how things go, consider keeping him permanently.

Pilar was supposed to bring him over today, but she is having great difficulty getting him into the carrier. She tried once this morning and he peed all over her, tore off into the garden, and she hasn’t seen him since. So we shall see. I have already named him – Radar (thanks Sled!) – which of course is a dangerous thing to do. But I am okay with the trial basis thing since I’m not really sure about having a third cat, even though I used to have three  before and that was fine. Stay tuned…

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too much fun?

02 Friday Jul 2010

Posted by azahar in change, food & drink, health & happiness, home, sevilla

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sevilla, tapas, wine

So this is what I did last night…

… needless to say I missed my 8.30 yoga class this morning.

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