
I am so happy to be home again. Been back for about three hours. Have showered and ‘washed the hospital off me’ and am in my pj’s feeling totally exhausted. But it’s a good kind of exhausted, you know? But I almost didn’t make it home today …
24 Monday Nov 2008
Posted in animals & pets, friends, health & happiness, home, hospitals, life stuff, love

I am so happy to be home again. Been back for about three hours. Have showered and ‘washed the hospital off me’ and am in my pj’s feeling totally exhausted. But it’s a good kind of exhausted, you know? But I almost didn’t make it home today …
20 Thursday Nov 2008
Posted in cancer, computers, friends, health & happiness, hospitals, life stuff, scrabble

Well, it’s a beautiful morning here … watched the sun come up about an hour ago, all apricot coloured on the horizon. Nog’s gone to the cafeteria to have brekky and then he’ll head home to shower, snibble the boys and probably make a few sandwiches for today. Although my op is scheduled for 3 o’clock it could really happen anytime after 11, so Nog wants to get back here by then.
The Team should be here soon for a quick visit (mostly to reassure me – they know how nervous I get). Then I’ll shower while my bedsheets are changed and after that just hang out, waiting for THEM to come and get me.
Hope I’ll be back soon. Or even just back (eep!) …
You’re probably getting a bit tired of sending best wishes, etc, so random chat would be just fine.
What are you guys up to today? 🙂
17 Monday Nov 2008
Posted in cancer, friends, health & happiness, hospitals

So there’s not much to do but wait.
Nog left awhile ago to go home and shower, snibble the cats and make some sandwiches for later – he should be back in a couple of hours. My roommate MarÃa went off to have her operation done about an hour ago. I sure hope we both end up back in the same room after we’re done as we really are a hospital match made in heaven. I heard her talking to someone on her mobile last night, saying how lucky she was to have me as a roommate. She’s happy with her iPod and book and, thanks to Pipocas, I have internet here so I can happily while away the hours online or reading.
I’m feeling a lot more relaxed today, possibly due to having slept very well. I should get the name of the sleeping pills they gave us last night. MarÃa was already asleep when the nurse came and so he had to wake her up so she could take her sleeping pill (duh). Anyhow, I woke up feeling very well rested and saw Nog, who was still fast asleep in the reclining chair beside me.
The Team came to visit me first thing this morning and said that, as I’m up second, this could happen any time after 11am, even though I’m scheduled for 3pm. The sooner the better. I don’t mind not being able to eat (last meal was lunch yesterday) but I also can’t drink any water, which is hard for me. I usually drink 2-3 litres a day. Also, the smell of coffee wafting in from the food trolley is making me drool. Ah well…
Time for some scrabble, I think.
It’s very nice knowing you guys are out there, wishing me well. 🙂
13 Thursday Nov 2008
Posted in friends, health & happiness, holidays, trips

Last month, after I was told I was inoperable and there was no chance of a cure, I was tempted to max out my credit cards and take dream trips to London, New York and the Greek Islands. I was especially wanting to go to London for Christmas, but now that I have been given the chance of having a future again, I’d rather not spend that future being up to my eyeballs in debt. And so, while London is sadly no longer an option, there are some inexpensive travel possibilities that have come up recently . . .
11 Tuesday Nov 2008
Posted in cancer, friends, health & happiness, life stuff, restaurants, tapas

Next operation is scheduled for Monday, November 17th.
Eep! … that’s less than a week from today!!!
What can I say – it was a helluva morning …