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staycation (almost over!)

12 Monday Aug 2024

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final stretch

So this is the home stretch, the final three weeks of my Staycation, which officially began on July 8th, so eight whole weeks in total (my next tours are booked for the first week in September). Although I could ill afford taking so much time off I chose to do it because 1) I needed a break, a serious “time out” to hopefully sort out what to do next and 2) I can barely walk anymore. I had a few vague plans and ideas, I had some hope…

And well, I can’t say I didn’t end up achieving any of my goals as most of them were so vague that it would be hard to know if they were achieved or not, but I do feel a bit disappointed that not much has changed. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve really enjoyed this time off, just being able to do WHATEVER when I got up in the morning. And I’m still doing the daily workouts. But as for the rest… I dunno. I’m not even very sure about what I thought might happen, though I did hope the time out would help give me some clarity. Nope.

Anyhow, three more weeks then back to work. That is IF I can walk. There are okay days and then some really not okay days. Like today. I tried walking down to the river and back (not far) and I was almost crying from the stabbing pain in my right knee. One good thing is that I got the appointment for my MRI… September 16th! So there’s a bit of hope. I may just develop a what-the-hell approach for these last three weeks, meaning just fuck it all and stop even thinking that I need to be accomplishing or improving or changing anything. Just be. Maybe I should have been doing this all along. How’s your summer going?

staycation (stage 2)

30 Tuesday Jul 2024

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stacation 24 pt 2

After buying that cool veg chopper yesterday I realised that not only was it really going to up my food prep game, it was also going to help with stage 2 of my Staycation. This was the same moment that I realised there was actually going to be a stage 2. I think this is kind of the “transition week”. Who knew?

Since the Staycation officially began on July 8th I haven’t missed one daily chair workout, and I have to say I’m a bit proud of myself about that. Because it’s now to the point where the day wouldn’t feel right without one and that’s kind of what I wanted to happen. It’s how things used to be. Am also getting a walk in most days, though this is getting more difficult because my damn knee is getting worse by the day, so walking is no longer a pleasure (basically it hurts like fuck).

Anyhow, this means that after this week I still have four more weeks (Staycation officially ends on September 1st). This doesn’t mean I haven’t been working. I spend several hours a day on my websites and social media, updating stuff, editing photos, creating content etc. It just means I’m not doing work I’m being paid for, which was the work I needed time off from. I already know this was important, though still vague about what, if anything, will come of taking this break. And although I really can’t afford to be doing this financially I also can’t afford to not do it.

And so next up after getting myself hooked on the workouts… some diet changes. I have already made a few, and I’m still taking the fish oil and vitamin supplements. What I’m going for is another “habit”… a way of eating that feels just as natural in my daily life as the new workout routines do now. So this “transition week” I am working towards getting that started, and also having fun with it.

Don’t get me wrong, I eat well, always fresh food, nothing over-processed, etc. And no, I am not out eating tapas every day (that’s the magic of social media). But after multiple operations, chemo-menopause-ageing etc my weight increased without me changing any habits. I wasn’t eating more or doing less. And so now, instead of feeling a bit helpless about all this, as I have felt these past 15 years, I am motivated to find what works for me. So let’s see what August brings. How’s your summer going?

breathing

15 Monday Jul 2024

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breathing

I usually scroll past these “mindfulness quotes” when they pop up on my social media but for some reason I stopped to read this one and… ufff. Over the weekend I’d been starting to panic that the first week of my staycation was almost over and what had I done with all that TIME? What did I have to show for it? I was already feeling like I was letting myself down. So even though I know it’s corny, this helped remind me to take time to breathe. It’s okay.

staycation 2024

27 Thursday Jun 2024

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staycation 24

Am considering not doing any tapas tours in July (August is already booked off – way too hot!). I can’t actually afford to do this but as I’m also not going on holiday my (somewhat warped) logic is that the money I’m not spending on a holiday I also can’t afford might help pay for a two-month staycation.

Well almost two months. I have a couple of tours booked early July, but I’ve been thinking… what if I had (almost) two months to just focus on other things? I’ve been dithering about The Next Step(s) ever since I realised I needed to diversify and not just rely on the tapas tours for income, but it feels like I’ve been pivoting so long I’m really just going around in circles. So maybe a reboot would help?

I’ve never been a “go on holidays” type of person anyhow, short getaways are more my style. Mostly due to finances but also because I don’t really enjoy being away from home for a long time. I love where I live and enjoy my day to day life. But I’ve also never had an extended period of time to just… BE (well other than when sick with cancer and during covid lockdown, which don’t really count).

I mean, I’d still keep up with my websites, visit tapas bars, and visit all you guys here. I just think it would be nice to feel like I didn’t have to do something, or be somewhere, on a schedule. Feeling more relaxed just thinking about it. What are you doing this summer?

shutting down!

11 Monday Jul 2022

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sorry closed

Yep, again. You may recall that I finally got back to work again last September after more than a year and a half of my business being totally shut down, and without any government support.  In spite of being quite desperate for some income I was waiting until I got my second jab before facing the travelling public at close quarters. And things were starting to pick up when omicron hit early December and I made the difficult decision to shut down again December-January because, well, same deal. It just wasn’t worth the risk.

Since then travel has become “easier”, meaning that Covid prevention measures are mostly removed everywhere now. And so of course Covid B5 and other variants are running rampant, not to mention monkeypox. During the first two years of the pandemic I didn’t know anyone personally who had contracted Covid. Not here, not globally. But since about 1-2 months ago suddenly EVERYONE is catching it, and not a week goes by without a few friends getting sick. Including my flat mate Peter in mid-May. Talk about close to home!

And now with EVERYONE going on summer holiday, mostly not taking any precautions, and certainly not getting tested, I’ve decided to shut down again for the rest of the summer, just like I did last winter. No, I cannot afford to do this, but I also refuse to risk my health, my life, all because people can’t be bothered to care about other people.

This week I have two tapas tours with people who booked ages ago, so I will honour those. But after that… looks like I’ll be off work and staycationing at home until September.