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Me today … and pretty much the past few weeks.
Just so you know that it ain’t all kittens.
25 Thursday Mar 2010
Posted in cancer, change, life stuff
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Me today … and pretty much the past few weeks.
Just so you know that it ain’t all kittens.
24 Wednesday Mar 2010
The first really sunny morning since I put up the kitteh protection and have been able to leave the balcony doors open. Anyhow, two collages (click to enlarge, then click again for full-size) of Loki enjoying his first sunbeam and then sharing it with Azar.
And since you are no doubt wondering by now … why yes, I do actually do stuff other than make cat collages. In fact, all this “being on line all the time” jazz might finally be starting to pay off…
23 Tuesday Feb 2010

This one is for ismarah… 😉
The other day I was complaining talking about wet feet and mentioned my small but select footwear collection, which consists of two pairs of Camper shoes and 3-4 pairs of Mephisto sandals of various ages. I’ll never forget the first pair of Mephistos I bought. They looked so comfortable (and cute!) but the price tag was more than somewhat daunting. But my friend convinced me to try them on and I knew right then and there that I was never going to take them off (well, you know what I mean). That was about ten years ago. Since then I have bought one new pair of Mephistos every spring, relegating the older ones to “second best”, “beach” and “rain” sandals.
I missed getting a pair last year because the ones I’d bought spring 2008 didn’t end up getting worn much that year due to that cancer thing that mostly kept me at home May-December … but I sure wore those 2008 babies out last year! And so, after my awful hospital day yesterday I was walking home through the shopping district after leaving Maria Paz at the bus station and spotted these guys. And I knew. These are going to me my 2010 Mephistos. The black ones.
Right after I score a few more classes and my first tapas tour…
22 Monday Feb 2010
Posted in animals & pets, cancer, cats, death & dying, hospitals
Got my appointment with Dr Ana the oncologist today at 5pm. Meanwhile, Azar has been all floppy and unwell over the weekend, so I will have to take him to the vet’s this morning and I’m worried sick. Could it be a delayed reaction to the vaccination? Is he dying? I can’t help but think of my last oncology appointment on November 17th and how that same morning I’d taken Sunny to the vet’s … and then that night he lay dying in my arms. I mean, hospital days totally suck anyhow without all this extra crap. So much for taking things easy and preparing myself for my next hospital visit.
I’m a wreck. Azar is not well.
I am not coping.
Fuck.
19 Friday Feb 2010
Posted in blogging, cancer, death & dying, internet, media
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… whither goest my online persona?
Yesterday my Twitter pal Nicchick posted a link to this article, which asked the question – “What happens to all my social networking information when I die?”. And Nicola said it was something she hadn’t thought about before. Well I have! Quite a lot, actually. And when I told Nicola about this she suggested I write something about it. So here we go…